Everything ive known, is failing me.
Everything about me, is caving in.
My family is crumbling.
My religion is crushing.
My world is colliding.
Im confused, desperate, scared, depressed, needy, desirous.
I want to scream, REALLY loud.
I want to cry, let the tears stream down my face and never stop.
What is going on? Who am I? Where did I go? Is there no innocence? Is there no good in the world?
How do I do it? How do I talk to him? How do I make these negative feelings go away?
God, if there really is a god, please please please help me. Help me know who I am. Help me know your plan for me. Help me pray. Help me have the spirit with me. Help my family. Just help!
Im afraid im going to do something stupid. Make a mistake ill regret.
My testimony is dwindling.
My happiness is burning.
My thoughts are turning.
My desires are changing.
Who am I? What am I suppose to be? To become?
Why? Why is it like this? Why must I be the one? I cant get through this trial, I hate it and I want it to end, now.
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