Monday, June 16, 2014

Family Reunion 06-(12-16)-2014

Yay! Family reunion time! Ill admit, I was nervous, I hadnt seen my cousins and aunts and uncles for maybe two or three years. Ive seen from facebook that their lives have been changing and I dont know what they were like now, only what they were like before. But, I was excited hoping that maybe I could bond some and make memories.

So it started with the trip there. It was in salt lake city utah and unfortunately we were in richland (tricities) washington. That means about a 12 hour drive. It seemed it took forever. I took a few naps and mainly just sat there feeling lazy. Birdie did great, our little mini shnauzer, and we did have to stop a few times for a potty break.

We arrived at 7 or 8 to the marriot hotel and we first saw the Ehlers! Spencer and Eric were sooo big, I mean Julian age. Kadi was wow, taller, skinnier, prettier, but still the same old kadi. Taylor was back from his mission, and dang he has a tattoo of a guitar on his leg. Dallin didnt come because he was in Germany doing his military stuff. Tal and Juli were great, also trying to excersize a little bit. After chatting I went to walmart to go get some pads/liners cuz dangnabbit my period started while traveling in the car! I sorta planned for it but not really and it took like 15 or 20 minutes just to find a Wal-Mart and there was only one line working at that hour.

We finally got into our room. Room 416. It was beautiful and grand. There were two rooms, us girls took one, my parents the other. We put the boys on the hide-a-bed. Also in the rooms was our own bathroom and closet. There was also a mini kitchen with a stove, dishwasher, microwave, fridge, and sink! The shampoo and conditioner and lotion were amazing!! We did have a problem with the toilet, not flushing, but we had that fixed in the morning the next day. I went to bed late, and I did find out that Jace was also here in utah. It was provo but he was also visiting family. I told him to kiss his adorable niece for me, annnd with much convincing he finally did!

Day 1: I had a great nights sleep. I woke up a little bit early at 6:30 to go workout at the gym. I had gabi go with me so I wasnt alone. Gabi aorta walked two miles on the treadmill and I ran a mile on thw treadmill and did some crunches and other stuff in the room. We went back up to our room, and I took a shower. We went downstairs to eat breakfast. The Ehlers, Garcias, Jared and his family, and Wendy Sorenson with her boys were all there. Lots of hugging and "I missed you". The rest of the family was coming later that day. I decided to eat eggs, potatoe patty, a muffin, some mixed fruit, and some sausage.

The first activity was a hike! We met at 9:45 in the lobby and then left to go to Eagle Park. The houses in that area were so cute but we did get lost. So this hike was a historical monument of Joseph Smith...I think. It was an easy hike but definitely steep. Some of the aunts didnt even go. And jared was all woozy when he got to the top. We think the struggle was the elevation difference.

Gabi had to go to Orem to the ILP and kadi was going to come with her. Because of seats I went with her. We also picked up Aliselyn to take an adventure with us. It was an hour trip and getting out was hard because gabi kept taking wrong turns. Oops! Plus we used my phone as a GPS. Yeah, dang, we were definitely on our own.

Sunday, June 8, 2014

Im all about that life 6/8/14

Its finally getting better! It seems gabis tattoo is from the past and my parents have accepted it. Gabi has a nonmember boyfriend his name is Dylan and I think hes nice. They are really cute together but it concerns me about her future. Its a scary thought to think that she could no longer go to church and may not go to the temple. I love my sister. Our friendship has strengthened so much in these past weeks. Im laughing, im not stressing, and I'm finally seeing some of god in my life. Im almost done reading the book of mormon, and I can feel myself...not loosing. Im feeling comfort and happiness, not for the first time but for the first time in awhile.
Today I taught the lesson today in sunday school.

Wednesday, June 4, 2014

Uhhh so what the helk??

In less than a day, my brother has exceeded me in mexican-ness! Im SO not over this, maybe I should spend my whole day in the sun too 'cuz seriously...this is not okay!!

Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Carolina Liar- Show Me What Im Looking For

Wait, Im wrong
Should've done better than this Please, I'll be strong
Im finding it hard to resist

So show me what Im looking for Save me, I'm lost Oh lord, I've been waiting for you I'll pay any cost
Save me from being confused

Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for
Oh lord
Dont let go I've wanted this far too long

Mistakes become regrets I've learned to love abuse
Please show me what I'm looking for Save me, Im lost Oh lord, I've been waiting for you I'll pay any cost
Save me from being confused

Show me what Im looking for
Show me what Im looking for
Oh lord Show me what I'm looking for

Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for

Save me, I'm lost Oh lord, I've been waiting for you I'll pay any cost
Just save me from being confused Wait, I'm wrong I can't do better than this I'll pay any cost
Save me from being confused

Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for
Oh lord

Monday, April 28, 2014

Whats going on????

Everything ive known, is failing me.
Everything about me, is caving in.
My family is crumbling.
My religion is crushing.
My world is colliding.
Im confused, desperate, scared, depressed, needy, desirous.
I want to scream, REALLY loud.
I want to cry, let the tears stream down my face and never stop.
What is going on? Who am I? Where did I go? Is there no innocence? Is there no good in the world?
How do I do it? How do I talk to him? How do I make these negative feelings go away?

God, if there really is a god, please please please help me. Help me know who I am. Help me know your plan for me. Help me pray. Help me have the spirit with me. Help my family. Just help!

Im afraid im going to do something stupid. Make a mistake ill regret.
My testimony is dwindling.
My happiness is burning.
My thoughts are turning.
My desires are changing.
Who am I? What am I suppose to be? To become?
Why? Why is it like this?  Why must I be the one? I cant get through this trial, I hate it and I want it to end, now.

Sunday, April 6, 2014

Bubbles: Making smiles on lil faces

04-02-2014 Wednesday

My mom bought grayson bubbles while I was at track practice and when we got home we had some fun! That same day we went to the park and ate subway sandwiches!  We brought birdie, our lil doggie, who still barks at everyone, (but we are working on that.) Grayson had fun going down the slides and running from julian. I enjoyed reading my drivers ed pamphlet and texting jace harrison. :)

I added a picture of birdie our toy shnauzer

Summer Babies

03-31-2014 Monday
This was actually spring break! I made strawberry lemonade slushies pulled out the shades and hat. Finally my painted toes were wiggling in sandals and my lil bros were happy! Love my family!

Large group festival

03-27-2014 Thursday
We had a choir festival at chiawana high school. I was singing a duet with natalie mcshane. It was called for the beauty of the earth, you know classic hymn! But we were also having a different piano arrangement, it was awesome! 

Natalie is my lil freshmen friend who always makes my day! Shes crazy funny and I laugh at all her "boy" problems while still trying to bw a good friend:)


So we has to wear our dresses and wait for the bus to pick us up. (We're in treble choir --an all girls choir) I took this pic on the bus on our way there!!

The next pic we didnt know where to look

Jokes On Me

So, you know what...Chloe is gone to Indonesia and ive got her Samsung Galaxy S ll. Now I have access to all my photos and I want to remember them and look back. So maybe this blog will have many of my photos with descriptions of the day. Maybe ill alternate between this and my journal:)

Saturday, August 18, 2012

What is this blog?

This blog has everything to do with life on it. If i find something that speaks, life, to me, it will be on this blog. Most things i find will be things to look forward to on my future life. Happy moments i want to share with my husband, places i want to see, little crafts i want to do, fun projects for my future kids, plans, home designs, etc. Hope you enjoy!